New years eve!
I can't believe a whole year allready paased by! But even though it's gone by soo fast I can't feel but reliefed that it's over! It's been a rough year for me:/ I'm going to write about some of the biggest things that I remember of this year.
Factory Outlet
Well... I got fired the day befor new years eve. I got accused for stealing and threatened me with telling the police. Even though I didn't do anything of all these things they accused me for it still took a bit toll on me. I got a bit depressed there for a while.
Bar Desire
I worked there during gay pride and I had soo much fun! The staff was excellent and the guests were nice:) I got a lot of new friends. Even though we started to work early in the evening and finished at 4.30 almost every night I had a blast:) And I looked forward to each night:)
Our vacation to Sweden
Me and Tomas went to Sweden. We went to Stockholm, Gothenburg and my hometown:) I was soo reliefed to see how good Tomas and all my friends got together. I really appreciate that a lot! Tomas could only stay for three weeks.
Skara sommarland
An amusementpark I got a job in during the summer. I had a fucking blast:) Soo much fun... It was a lot of hard work but the staff there were about my age so it all got a lot easier because of that. Not only did I have fun but I earned money as well:)
Back to Gran Canaria
Well... that was quiet dreadful... Went to Stockholm by myself with a train which took about 2 hours. Then onto the next train to the airport.. And there I had to wait for about 6 effing hours:/ But It was quiet allright since I met a lovely couple from my hometown who were going to Greece. When I came to Gran Canaria I gave Tomas quiet a chock. He didn't know I was coming so soon:)
Halloween
OMG, that was soo much fun! Earlier that day I said that I didn't want to do anything. But then about two hours before Tomas finished work (he had a costume on) I started to paint my face.The crow/Edward Schissorhands/Joker. Went to Danny and Tony. Then Tomas came. We went to heaven and had good night:)
Bar Na Und
Tomas had been working there for about 3 months when I got the question if I wanted to work there. And I said of course. I was soo happy and really looked forward to it. But it came back and bit my ass. After the first night I felt like that wasn't a place for me, cos it really wasn't. I worked there for about two weeks and I can say without any hesitation that the manager in that place is the worst effing person I've ever met. Even though I said to him loud an clear that I've never made a drink in my life he put me to make drinks anyway... on a sathurday night. And when I didn't do the german style beer correctly he grabbed my arm and tried to drag me away.
That experience was actually worse than what happened in Factory outlet. That bastard actually made me cry when I was talking to my mum about work. And I'm not usually the on who cries for nothing.
And even though I was gone he still talked trash about me. His defense is: He thought I was trashtalking him
The fight
well...I just said what I felt. No more no less.
2010
I have great expectations. Were moving to Gothenburg as soon as possible. Tomas quits his job tonight:)
Now, we're hoping that we'll get that apartment of our dreams:) And Filip's moving in with us:)
Hopefully I'll get a job in Sweden or I might study psychology or PR:)
I hope you all had a great 2009 and that 2010 will be even better for you all!
Happy new year:)
Drama update
Well since the guy I had a fight with the other day is a co-worker with Tomas they were bound to talk about our fight we had. And they did last night...
R (lets call him that) told Tomas that my dislike for him really wasn't something he saw coming... Because he like me:O Which annoys me soo much more than if he would have trashed me! I'm serious!
We've known each other for about a year and a half and he has had a lot of opportunities to be nice and get to know me... But instead of talking to me he bought me drinks... Allrit that might be nice but... since we're not friends I can't really appreciate it. Do you know what I mean or do I sound like a total jerk?
I actually would have prefered if he'd tried to bond with me. Asked aboout my favorite color, band or if I have any brothers or sisters. A small gesture to show he wanted to be friends. But no, he bought drinks... Which only gives you a hang over.
Well... I am not going to obsess or dwell over this. It's not as if I lost a friend or anything... It just bugs me that he likes/liked me but treated me that way...
And even though he does like me, it still won't change anything. I know how I feel...
Oh and yeah... There was a thunderstorm last night:D I LOOOVE thunderstorms:) And it's said that a really ig storm comming in tonight:D Can't wait... I've never experienced a thunderstorm here and I've been wanting for one to come for sooo long! I hope lightning strikes outside my door:P
R (lets call him that) told Tomas that my dislike for him really wasn't something he saw coming... Because he like me:O Which annoys me soo much more than if he would have trashed me! I'm serious!
We've known each other for about a year and a half and he has had a lot of opportunities to be nice and get to know me... But instead of talking to me he bought me drinks... Allrit that might be nice but... since we're not friends I can't really appreciate it. Do you know what I mean or do I sound like a total jerk?
I actually would have prefered if he'd tried to bond with me. Asked aboout my favorite color, band or if I have any brothers or sisters. A small gesture to show he wanted to be friends. But no, he bought drinks... Which only gives you a hang over.
Well... I am not going to obsess or dwell over this. It's not as if I lost a friend or anything... It just bugs me that he likes/liked me but treated me that way...
And even though he does like me, it still won't change anything. I know how I feel...
Oh and yeah... There was a thunderstorm last night:D I LOOOVE thunderstorms:) And it's said that a really ig storm comming in tonight:D Can't wait... I've never experienced a thunderstorm here and I've been wanting for one to come for sooo long! I hope lightning strikes outside my door:P
Drama:)
Well... yesterday I though I was worth a bottle of wine since I've been working out soo much lately:) So I drank the wine and got bored sitting by the computer.. So I though "hey, lets go to meet Tomas when he finishes work". And so I did...
I sat on a bench a few feet from the bar. I saw Tomas finishing up... and then I see Roger walking towards me... Shit... He wanted to greet me with a kiss (that's what the canarians do:P) But I pulled my head away.. He asked if somethings wrong... (this is the guy who made me feel miserable when I worked at that bar)
So I gave him a piece of my mind... EXACTLY what I think of him. I said that I don't like him... And the he really made me mad. He asked... "Why don't you like me?" And so the drama started.. I didn't yell or anything near that.
I told him that he made me feel worthless and stupid when I worked with him.. But he didn't recognize that at all, that bastard. I told him that I don't like his personality at all.
He tried to defend himself with "I'm a greatbartender!" as if that had anything to do with....anything. I answered him with "That's because you fuck 75% of all the guests you have!"
Then I told him that I felt physically sick when he was in our apartment.
He tried to blame my feelings for the beer a was sipping on.. And I told him that I've never liked him and Tomas agreed with me.
He started to disolve right in front of me... He tried to burn me one last time: "How old are you?!". According to him and the boss Ciaran those people who are younger than they are have no saying about anything... Well...I'll never ever take that someone thinks that they are better than me and get away with it without a fight. I doesn't matter to me if you're 12 or 98... Nobody treats me disrespectfully! Nobody treats anyone disrespectfully!
It would have been soo sweet if he would have cried :D And i think he was very close to punch me in the face... soo exciting ;D
I was just sooo tired of all the pretending... I've pretended to like him for two years now... waaaay too long!
I don't like...
I don't like religion because it gives people a chance to blame their outrageous and bad behaviour on their made up friend (God).
I don't like bleach blondes because they give the naturally blondes a bad reputation.
I don't like the Pussycat dolls as a girlgroup- there's only one main singer and the other are like backup dancers
I don't like rude people because they think I'm too nice to be rude back to them
I don't like the LGBT- community because they judge each other more than the straight communiyt does
I don't like dishwasher because you get too much time on your hands. What will you do with the time you gain? Watch TV or sit by the computer?
I don't like money because I never get any.
I don't like reality tv-"stars" because they will be a-listers no matter how hard they try.
I don't like king size bes because he always sleep soo far away from me.
I don't like XBOX Live because when I play online the others make me feel like a rookie.
I don't like people like me. Complaining about things I can't do anything about
I don't like bleach blondes because they give the naturally blondes a bad reputation.
I don't like the Pussycat dolls as a girlgroup- there's only one main singer and the other are like backup dancers
I don't like rude people because they think I'm too nice to be rude back to them
I don't like the LGBT- community because they judge each other more than the straight communiyt does
I don't like dishwasher because you get too much time on your hands. What will you do with the time you gain? Watch TV or sit by the computer?
I don't like money because I never get any.
I don't like reality tv-"stars" because they will be a-listers no matter how hard they try.
I don't like king size bes because he always sleep soo far away from me.
I don't like XBOX Live because when I play online the others make me feel like a rookie.
I don't like people like me. Complaining about things I can't do anything about
