SWEDEN
Writing my first one since we came back!
I can't really describe how good it s 2 be back again:) Even though it's soo much colder here it's amazing thnnx to my friends. It's like I never went away- in a good way!
And the reaction I got when we came through that door in that restaurant...:) Screaming and smiling and happy-tears:)
The one thing that has changed the most is my/our alcoholconsumtion. It's gone down with 80%. On Gran Canaria it's aaaall about the booz! You can't meet up with your friends without drinking...Why is that?
I really welcome these get-togethers with just coffee and tea. And just socializing in a normal way again. That's probably the thing I've missed the most!
Going to a house...party(?) tomorrow:) There will be alcohol, there will be smiles, there will be bliss!
Despair
Nothing is ever easy!
Our "friends" who were supposed to look after Bella till her testresults for that rabies-shot came...which is about two monthes. They just changed their mind. Two fucking days before we go:(
They lack respect and are afraid of committment. What bothers me the most is their indifference, We might have to put her down. Kill a living, healthy pet. Because of you fuckers!!
The thing with Gran Canaria is that you can't trust anyone. Not even your "friends".
And a funny thing is that this isn't the first time this happened. Last summer on the day before we were going to Sweden it happened. One of Tomas', now exfriend, did the same thing.
These two last years has been nothing else but a pain with occasional happy moments.. One thing is for damn sure- I will never ever come back to Gran Canaria. All these fuckers has ruined it for me.
News!
We just found a home for her, thanks to a tip Lady Adele Claire Coultate.
All day I've been crying despair, not knowing what to do. But I pulled myself together and and almost forced Tomas with me to the vet, asking them if they knew anyone who could help us. And they did:) They'll even send Bella to Sweden, so Tomas won't have to come back to this place.
I have to say: Not all people you meet here is total bullshit. Adele, Priya and Barkha- you're definetly not bullshit. And thanks again, Adele.
